I was amazed that the Farmington Public Library had a seminar
room large enough to conduct a performance. I didn't know who the audience would be and was worried about anything
that could go wrong. I was already met with frustration as I was the only one who did not wear full black attire, and
this gave me feelings of alienation. However, I was there to do what I had planned and waited for the show to begin.
The poetry performance I had pictured in my mind was not
anything like what was actually happening. I thought the children's book showroom was serving for our stage and that
our audience would be elementary children. I had to adapt fast if I was going to keep up with my ever changing
vision on how to conduct my part in the performance. I had to spend my time in silence going over my lines and remembering
my positioning. After I got everything down in my head I was ready to go.
We began our performance with a talking commotion
which was supposed to be a symbolic representation of what our teacher was saying, and while others were making their
way to hide under blankets, I had to make my way to one of the audience chairs so that I could take a collaborating
role in a skit. Since I wasn't dressed like the others it was more fitting that I remain in-between my peers and
the audience in terms of my role.
When I moved onto the next skit my partner and I did an
excellent job. Everything went smoothly and I felt relieved that it was over. It was a feeling of success.